douceur de vivre

Life Sweet Ends.

2009-12-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

My last post was about sweetness of life.

But now, it's end.

Where should I start?

How do I start again?

Somebody help.

Life Is SO SWEET.

2009-05-07T17:45:00.002+08:00

yeah, that's what it meant to be. Until I didn't have time to update this. Sooner or later ada la post..

I wanna take a break a while. Wanna concentrate on my exam.

Get A Life - Part 3 (The END)

2009-02-28T16:00:00.005+08:00

It's been quite some time I haven't write in this blog. This is the continuous entry from before.

Maybe a quite emo.

In anyway,

life must goes on.

How tough is it?

I'm not really sure.

But, the only thing I know, there must be a way.

'When there is a will, there must be a way'.

I have faith with it.

This song I dedicated to you-know-who.

Hinder - Without You

I just wanna be alone tonight

I just wanna take a little breather

Cause lately all we do is fight

And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something's changed

You've been acting so strange

And it's taking it's toll on me

It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday

Without you, I'm seeing myself so differently

I didn't wanna believe it then

But it all worked out in the end

When I watched you walk away

Well I never thought I'd say

I'm fine

Without you

Called you up cause' it's been long enough

And you said that you were so much better

We have done a lot of growing up

We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange

And it's taken it's toll on me

It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday

Without you, I'm seein myself so differently

I didn't wanna believe it then

But it all worked out in the end

When I watched you walk away

Well I never thought I'd say

I'm fine

Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange

And it's taken it's toll on me

It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday

Without you, I'm seein myself so differently

I didn't wanna believe it then

But it all worked out in the end

When I watched you walk away

Well I never thought I'd say

I'm fine,

Without you

I just wanna be alone tonight,

I just wanna take a little breather.

And, finally, the last thing I remembered, GET A LIFE! Yes, I will.

Getaran Jiwa~

2009-02-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

Sedang asyik membaca buku for exam last week, suddenly my playlist on winamp play this song. Getaran Jiwa - P. Ramlee. It's been ages since the last time I heard that song. What a beautiful song he wrote. No wonder that song I categorized it as a evergreen song, coz I heard that song since budak sekolah lagi, but once I listen it back right now, especially time tengah malam, time nak layan jiwang la orang katakan, it's really-really wonderful song. So for those who haven't heard his song, or tak minat, try to listen at least this song.

Getaran Jiwa - P. Ramlee

Getaran jiwa

Menlanda hatiku

Tersusun nada

Irama dan lagu

Walau hanya sederhana

Tetapi tak mengapa

Moga dapat membangkitkan

Sedarlah kamu wahai insan

Tak mungkin hilang

Irama dan lagu

Bagaikan kembang

Sentiasa bermadu

Andai dipisah

Lagu dan irama

Lemah tiada berjiwa

Hampa

From what I know, KRU ada re-edit and sing this song, but for me, the original version is the BEST!

Hurm. Actually I didn't get what the message he want to give us on this song. I tried to listen to it few times, but still haven't got the answer. Is it 'Getaran Jiwa' means someone yang jiwanya bergolak because of something? Tapi whatever it means pun, it doesn't matter coz I really like the way he sing and his voice mantap! Hehe.

- Sedang menunggu someone nak menghantar 40 lagu yang dicari itu. Thanks atas usaha anda!

I'm Back!

2009-02-14T01:54:00.003+08:00

Yeah! After a tough weeks for the last two weeks, finally exam is over!!!

Hehe..A lot of things happened since the last 2 weeks, but the most I remembered and the most funny is during the exam week.

Ok, here a brief about my exam schedule.

1. Tuesday, 10 Feb - Public Health II (8 - 10 am)

2. Wednesday, 11 Feb - Ethics VI (10 - 11 am)

3. Friday, 13 Feb - Community Health II (8 - 10 am)

Yup, only 3 days, but have a lot to read. All of my exam are Multiple Choice Questions (MCQ). Now let's take a look on how examination is conduct at my lovely UNPAD.

1. For Public Health - slide that you have to read, around 5 topics. But the questions that came out during that exam - 30 QUESTIONS!!!! And in UNPAD, basically, all of their exam papers, 1 question = 1 minute. So, the exam only took 30 MINUTES!!! Imagine, you have to study 5 topics take more than 3 hours. Time you take to eat also more than 30 MINUTES (if you all makan kat kedai and ramai-ramai la). I think during the morning, time for me to take bath, siap-siap and everything pun dah equal to 30 MINUTES.

2. Same goes to Ethics - 15 questions = 15 MINUTES. The slide you have to read - 2 topics. But, during the exam, none of the question came from that slide. It uses all of your brain power to think the answers. Haha.

3. Community Health - the same. But the questions this time a bit reasonable with all of the slides you read. About few topic + previous semester topics, 52 questions = 60 Minutes (extra time due to some of the question need calculation)

Seems like easy right for those who read? Yeah some said MCQ what, how come you said it's difficult? Believe me guys, all of the questions really hard sometimes, especially when it comes to our subject paper, this semester - Hemato-Immunology and next to come - Cardiovascular System. The questions for these papers = 200 QUESTIONS = 200 MINUTES!!!! Imagine, you sit at the plastic chairs on examination hall for 3 Hours 20 Minutes, just to answer all of the questions. Too tiring + exhausted like hell!

Haha.. Anyhow pun, you got to face it, face it! Tapi tak pe, only a year left for me before entering practical at hospital! Hehe. That time still got exam, but I don't think it's the same with theoretical years.

Remember what I wrote above - there's something funny happened during my exam week?

Here goes the story.

After finished the 1st exam - Public Health paper, me and housemate pergi la tengok DVD. Macam happy je coz that time, everyone seems like tak nak study, lepaks, and many more things they did that wasting time a lot. I myself pun macam layan my feeling. That night I play PS2, then after that I played DOTA pulak. Haish happy nampak MR.NJ. Don't you know that tomorrow you have Ethics paper? EXCELLENT QUESTION. The answer is NO! I don't even know that tomorrow I have exam. WTF! And it's not finished yet. That nite around 2 am I sms my friend to borrow his Slumdog Millionaire DVD, but luckily he sleep already and he didn't give it to me. If not, for sure that night I watched the movie until the end.

Haha. Around 330am, baru myself tidur. And dengan happy-nya, I didn't set the alarm coz I dah niat to wake up late the next morning. But before I sleep, I manage to scanning all the slides so that I get the idea what is it all about. After that - dreamland~

Around 830am, I heard my friend asking my other friend bout the Ethics la! Then myself happily continue sleeping and in my heart says - "It's ok, later I can read it back, don't have to worry a lot! ".

Suddenly, at 940am, my friend shout and knocking my door - "Weh korang, tanak pergi lagi ke?". Then I open the door, and proudly says, "Nak pergi mana?". He said "EXAM LAH, MANA LAGI!!!!!!". I'm shocked!!!! Then I enter my room and find the exam schedule, and obviously I got exam today!!!! OMG, what are you thinking Adib, until you don't know your exam!

It took less than 5 minutes for me to take a bath, to dress up, and take simple breakfast before going to the exam. Sharp at 10am I manage to arrive at exam hall. With a few moments left, I re-scanning all the slides, and remember as many things I can. Then the exam started.

Once the exam start, I opened the paper, and, thank you Allah, because all of the questions didn't related to the slides that we learned. As I said about, all of the questions need you to use your brain power, and that moment, I feel like God wanna save me. Thank you Allah. Thanks a lot. I said to myself, next time, look properly to your exam schedule.

After I told the same story to my friends, then the next day they remind me that our last paper is on Friday. Hehe. Thank you guys!

- Moral of the story, don't be too happy when your exam is over, because there are a lot of exam in this life to come, so take it properly and do your best!

Malaysian Team

2009-02-05T13:07:00.005+08:00

Hello.

Cerita yang nak disampaikan hari ini adalah tentang pasukan bolasepak Malaysia. During the last holiday kat Malaysia, I manage to get Malaysian National Jersey, tapi yang warna biru coz yang hitam kuning tu tiada size.

For those yang tak tahu jersey Malaysia, here I include the picture.

This is the home jersey of Malaysia. Nice kan? Yup really nice especially for those yang really tinggi semangat patriotik.

(This is not the latest version of away jersey, I can't manage to get the picture yet)

Yang ni pulak yang warna biru. For me, both of the jersey memang cantik. Sangat cantik la. Ada jugak orang cakap yang jersey ni biasa je, tak cantik la, and macam-macam komen ada, tapi for me, nothing wrong with this jersey. Memang kalau pakai tu, rasa proud to be Malaysian memang ada.

Tapi kan, yang pelik sangat about jersey ni, the PRICE. For those yang biasa beli jersey, they know how expensive the jersey price. Harga dia around RM150-250 depends on kedai yang jual. Mahal kan? If you all pergi butik-butik nike yang ada jual jersey ni, mesti ramai yang mampu tengok je, pegang, then keluar that butik without buying it. For those yang mampu pulak, I think they prefer buying jersey team-team or club-club yang lain. For example, jersey Man Utd, Arsenal, Liverpool, Chelsea, tak pun jersey England, Brazil and yang lain-lain tu, semua jual dengan harga yang sama. So dia orang fikir, baik aku beli jersey negara lain, dahla negara tu power main bola, masuk World Cup apa semua, daripada beli jersey Malaysia yang nak menang match pun susah, apatah lagi nak masuk World Cup. Memang kirim salam jela.

Betul kan ada yang fikir macam tu?

So now, I suggest to Persatuan Bola Sepak Malaysia, apa kata, this persatuan reduce the price of the jersey? Bagi subsidi ke kat kedai-kedai tu or kat Nike ke, kurang kan harga to RM50-80. If boleh kurang kan lagi, lagi bagus. But that's the price I suggest. Not really expensive, not really cheap, but boleh dikatakan affordable to semua warga negara. Cuba la Menteri tu fikir, macam mana nak datang stadium, pergi tengok football Malaysia lawan team lain, tapi pakai T-shirt, takpun pakai jersey club lain? Memang tak ada langsung semangat patriotik tu. Kalau orang-orang kampung tu, think of them. How can they afford to buy a jersey that cost a lot to them? At least if we reduce this price, they can sumbangkan something to the FAM, to show them, we support our National Team!

For example, time yang Chelsea datang Malaysia last year, I can see ramai yang sokong Chelsea compared to Malaysia. Dahla macam tu, lepas tu macam really proud of the Chelsea. Why this thing happened? Even I know how strong Chelsea tu, tapi at least, as a Malaysian, I still support our National Team. Cuba bayangkan player Malaysia tu nak main bola kat home ground sendiri, tapi seems like tak ada supporter langsung. Certain people can say, what they did tu just a reverse psychology, so that our team ada semangat apa semua, so that our team can prove something to us, but I don't think it's a good idea.

Apa-apa pun, to FAM, jangan asyik concentrate kat youth team, academy, and whatsoever training, tapi benda-benda simple ni diabaikan. Memang boleh dikatakan isu jersey ni macam tak ada kaitan pon dengan development of the team, but it matters when it comes to us, as a supporter. Memang ada yang akan cakap, "Ala kau ni jersey tu tak melambang kan apa-apa, kalau pergi tengok kat stadium without wearing jersey pun, if hati dah Malaysian, tetap akan Malaysian juga no matter what." Ye memang betul, tapi kalau tengok EPL (English Premier League), boleh dikatakan semua fan yang datang to the stadium, can wear their team's jersey. See how proud they are to the team their support? How supportive they are? If most of Malaysian can do that, I think our football team sooner or later can be one of the greatest team on earth. I'm really sure about it.

- I like this picture and put it as my wallpaper. Thanks to Nike for the wallpaper.

New Post?

2009-02-03T16:17:00.001+08:00

This is not a new post.

New entry will be coming out soon!

(Macam movie la pulak)

Just want to finish up my works before posting.

Take Care All.

Lagu Kita

2009-01-28T19:36:00.003+08:00

Use to like this song lately..

Lagu Kita - Aizat

Deras hati ku berdetar

Di langit aku terlihatkanmu

Terang malam…. teman kita

Dengan angin meniup sayu

Ku petik gitar akustik ini

Dengan harapan dia mendengar

Melodi indah yang ku cipta

Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya

Dan aku terus…

Menyanyi lagu ini untukmu

Walau berjuta mendengar

Lagu ini hanya untukmu

Arah hidup kita

Digambar bintang di angkasa

Dan berkelip melukis cinta

Terciptalah Lagu Kita

Melodi indah yang ku cipta

Hanya untuk luahkan rinduku padanya

Dan aku terus…

Menyanyi lagu ini untukmu

Walau berjuta mendengar

Lagu ini hanya untukmu

Arah hidup kita

Digambar bintang di angkasa

Dan berkelip melukis cinta

Terciptalah Lagu Kita

- If I can sing well, then I'll write a song..

GET A LIFE! - Part 2

2009-01-22T11:53:00.003+08:00

I wasn't sure what I should do, what can I do, how should I do. Why is it so hard? Why is it so tough? Why should I react like I still do care of her, even obviously things aren't the same? Why everything must be on her side right now? What I did before is just a waste of time cause what she's doing right now, didn't make me happy at all. Am I too selfish? Am I too selfish to you? Am I too selfish for you? I don't know. Maybe yes, and maybe no. Like you said, why everything must be about me and not you? Why should I be a selfish when things are over? Why can you be a selfish when you need me? Why? Tell me please. Even God give me a lot of time to live in this world and I can write many questions, but none of it will be answered.

Still, all those questions remains unanswered and unspoken until the day I die.

- Last thing I remembered, GET A LIFE! I will.

Gaza Oh Palestin!

2009-01-21T17:53:00.018+08:00

Bilakah semuanya akan berakhir? Semakin hari semakin banyak berita kematian yang kita dapat dengar tentang perang di Gaza. Setiap kali kalau kita lihat di tv ataupun paper, jumlah angka kematian semakin naik. Macam mesin pengira pulak. Dahla macam tu, if kita specifickan total death tu, for sure kita dapat tengok yang ramainya budak-budak kecil yang tak bersalah.

Kat mana-mana pun kalau kita tengok, paper, tv, kat sekolah-sekolah, universities, kolej-kolej, even kat tepi-tepi jalan pun, ada je tulisan 'Save Palestine, Save Islam', 'Stop The War', 'Save Our Children At Palestine' dan sebagainya. Tapi apakan daya, semua benda tu tidak akan membuatkan Israel tu nak stop. Nak kata apa? Kalau US sendiri yang bagi permission and command untuk serang, kita yang tinggal kat negara-negara kecil ni macam menjerit kat ruangan vaccum, and nobody will hear us sebab tak ada medium to transport our voice. Tapi apa yang kita mampu nak buat is bagi sumbangan, tak kisahla duit ke, ubat-ubatan ke, dan boycott barang-barang mereka.

This is latest I read from al-jazeera :

Israel has said its troops have completed their withdrawal from the Gaza Strip, although forces have redepoyed on the territory's outskirts and Israeli vessels remain in Gaza's territorial waters.

The Israeli military said its pull-out was completed before dawn on Wednesday, just hours after Barack Obama replaced George Bush as US president.

"The last soldier left the Gaza Strip this morning," an army spokesman said. "However the army remains deployed all around the Gaza Strip to meet any eventuality."

The army later issued a statement saying the troops had returned to Israeli territory, ending its so-called Operation Cast Lead.

But Al Jazeera's Ayman Mohyeldin, reporting from Gaza City, said: "We can still see Israeli naval vessels still very much in territorial waters, and [they] have been heard firing through the course of the morning.

"It's important to remember that it is difficult for eyewitnesses to confirm [the withdrawal].

"There is a 600-metre buffer zone which the Israeli army uses as a no-go, meaning that anyone who owns farmland in the area and tries to access it is often fired upon to try to deter them from approaching any closer."

Deadly attack

Israel has made its full withdrawal from the Strip conditional upon a halt to rocket attacks on southern Israel by Palestinian fighters.

"The [Israeli] military is saying it's still very much keeping a war floating that allows it to attack if they feel threatened or if any rockets come out of Gaza," Mohyeldin reported.

"At the same time, the Palestinian factions have said if these troops are not gone completely gone within a week, they will resume rocket fire."

Palestinian health ministry figures list more than 1,300 people dead from Israel's offensive, including 410 children. Another 5,300 people were wounded, 1,855 of them children. A total of 13 Israelis died, three of them civilians.

Israel launched its massive assault on December 27, bombarding from land, air and sea the narrow coastal strip where 1.5 million Palestinians live.

Amboi, dah bunuh banyak orang, baru nak stop ke Israel? Dia orang ni tak fikir ke? Kalau la betul nak perang, biar sama level. Ni tak. Nampak pengecut pun ada. If you all tengok kat statistic tu, 410 children dead! Cuba bayangkan, setiap baby bukan adik-beradik. Means, 410 orang IBU dah hilang anak yang dia orang jaga dalam perut tu almost 9 months! Israel ni tak kesian ke kat IBU-IBU tu? Tunggu 9 bulan, jaga dalam perut, nak tidur, makan, jalan semua susah, lahir-lahir je, maybe ada baby tu hidup tak sampai setahun lagi, 9 bulan pun belum lagi, tau-tau dah mati kene bom, peluru.

Dalam satu interview I watched on al-jazeera last week, between al-jazeera presenter and Spokesman of Military Minister of Israel. Lebih kurang macam ni la their conversation :

Al-jazeera : Since you start the massive assult until this present day, almost 1000 people killed on the attack in compare with Israeli dead, which around 30-40 people. What actually you think about it?

Spokesman of Minister : In compare to 12 years ago, our man who have been killed by Palestine people is within thousands,...

Tau tak, suddenly Al-jazeera presenter tu mencelah, and tanya balik kat spokesman minister tu, he said, WITHIN THIS FEW WEEKS, NOT 12 YEARS AGO.. Hah, amik kau! Lepas tu minister tu tergagap, huh, emm, hurm.. then I can't remember what he said coz me and my friends laugh sebab spokesman minister tu bodoh sangat. Tanya within few weeks, pergi compare dengan 12 years. See that? Nampak sangat dia orang tu macam sengaja nak balas dendam, tak puas hati dengan 12 tahun lepas. Okla, if betul la kan nak balas dendam. Let me do the calculation to you wahai Israel. If nak bunuh 10 orang Islam sangat, bunuh la. Tapi mesti ingat kita pun ada hak nak bunuh 10 orang Israel. Dalam quran pon ada cakap pasal Qisas ni. Kalau korang nak bunuh 1000, kita pun 1000 jugak la. Biar fair. Kalau korang nak bunuh budak-budak kecik, kita orang pon kena bunuh babies korang jugak. (Ni bukan nak menggalakkan kita berbunuhan, but why korang marah sangat when rakyat Israel kena bunuh, tapi at the same time, korang boleh bunuh rakyat Palestine yang tak bersalah tu sesuka hati je?) Jangan la jadi pengecut sangat macam tu. Kononnya guna latest missile yang boleh tembak accurate tempat-tempat korang target, tapi tengok-tengok sekolah pon korang bom ke? Ingat sikit, kalau nak test missile, bukan kat manusia. Manusia kat Gaza, or mana-mana negara kat dunia ni bukan diciptakan untuk jadi bahan experiment military korang.

I remembered bout what my friends said. "Sekarang ni ramai je orang buat solat hajat, doa dan macam-macam cara untuk stopkan Israel from bombing apa semua, tapi kenapa Allah tak makbulkan doa mereka? Sepatutnya doa orang yang dizalimi makbul. Betul tak? I was like, wah betul jugak tu, tapi why they still didn't stop it? Lepas tu dia sambung, "Bab-bab doa ni, if Allah kata kat hamba Dia, dapat, maka dia akan dapat instantly and apa yang dia dapat tu benda biasa je. If Allah cakap tunggu dulu, means Allah akan bagi hamba-Nya benda yang lebih baik. If Allah cakap nanti, maka Allah akan bagi benda yang perfect, terbaik dan sangat-sangat baik." (correct this if I'm wrong) I believe, one day, orang-orang kat Israel ni akan dapat balasan yang setimpal and orang-orang Palestine ni, Insya-allah balasan syurga untuk orang-orang yang berjihad di jalan Allah. That time, the Palestinian, you will know and will have the sweetness of life.

- To those Palestinian. Don't be sad and afraid. Keep on fighting. Keep up your spirit to save your country. Keep up and save our Islamic World. Allah will always by your side, only time will show us everything. Be patient and be strong!

GET A LIFE!

2009-01-20T02:24:00.004+08:00

Few days to go, before I'm going back Malaysia after a horrible holiday I had on December. But why until this point I keep on concerning and thinking about someone who didn't even know my present in this world anymore?

I should be happy by now. But, still there's a lot of things that didn't make me happy lately. Why Adib? Why?

Why you always think everything must be on your side?

Why you keep on thinking that someone will come back to you and apologise for whatever the wrong doings they ever did to you?

Why you always give chance even you know it just a wasted one?

Why you can't be happy even you know someone is far more happier without you?

Why?

Ask yourself Adib.

- Last thing I remembered, GET A LIFE! I will.

.: Love :.

2009-01-19T23:20:00.002+08:00

Love is not hurting someone, but love is to cherish someone.

Love is not ruling someone, but love is to devote yourself to someone.

Love is not risking someone, but love is to shelter someone.

Love is not manipulating someone, but love is to commit to someone.

Love is not doubting someone, but love is trusting someone.

Have you found your love?

- because in this life, everyone wants to feel like someone care. There's got to be somebody for me like that.

Waterfall - Citengah

2009-01-15T14:36:00.009+08:00

Hello guys!!

It's been a while since the last post I wrote. Been busy lately with work. So this is where it begin during the last weekend.

10 Jan :
All the guys playing dota while all the girls from 'Rumah Hijau' came to our house and cook for tomorrow's picnic. Around 2 Am baru semua girls pulang ke rumah masing-masing after finished cooking.

11 Jan :

The journey supposedly begin at 8 am, but due to some few circumstances yang tak dapat dielakkan, e.g. bangun lambat, have to fill the fuel of the car, traffic jammed at Paun, so approximately around 10 am, baru we all keluar from Jatinangor's road and heading to Citengah Sumedang.

1130 am : Here we are, at Citengah Waterfall (we didn't see any waterfall there actually, but all can we see is just a river (jeram kot). But all I can say the water is damned cold and having a crystal clear appearance. woh!

The view from the top of the hill.

This is Farid - eating sandwich. The one with the cake - Nad.

Everyone - smile =)

Woh! Main air. Take note - Asiah almost 'lemas'.

Me. The one that sitting on the rock - Wang.

Me And Farid. What's up dude!

A lot of things to remember during the 'mandi-manda', but the most remembered one is the Birthday celebration we had for girls from rumah hijau, Nad and Shikin, and also for Mr. Roy.

Ok. These are the pictures for that day. I didn't have any idea to write it properly. Haha. Poor to you Mr. Nj. More stories to read in Nadya Amin.

To all the people who involve - Millions of thanks from Me and Rumah Biru!

Guys (from left): ME, Farid, Roy, Wang, Nad & Adi, Taiko, Fidot, Ali.

Girls : Fairuz, Shikin, Asiah, Nadya, Nis, Yani, Ada.

- Do you think you can grab love and at the same time you want to grab the other thing that didn't important for your love? Don't risk your lover if you afraid to risk yourself.

Once Upon A Time on Tribal - Birthday!

2009-01-08T22:37:00.010+08:00

JATINANGOR, 6 Jan: In conjuction with our 2nd season of Tribal Council for Hemato-Immunology Block (HIS), one of our members - Mr. Roy (not a real name), had turn into 22 years old (old enough to be married with 'HER', haha). Congratulation and May God Bless you - wishes from other tribal's members - Me, Taiko, Fidot, Wang, Nizam and Hafiz (Uncle).

This is Roy - What are you looing at?

So what's really happened during the day, here I listed below :

Around 8.30 am : A sms received from Mr. Roy - stating that sharp at 7.00 pm, all of the group members shall be at Ikan Bakar Pantura - Cileunyi, because he wants to 'belanja everybody, but air bayar sendiri-sendiri'. All of the group member agree to join the 'makan-makan' including Uncle (previously in Roy's Blog he said he wants to quit the Tribal Council for 2nd season due to personal reasons - I think because he didn't like Taiko very much =P)

At 1.00 pm : Roy said to Wang, Taiko, Me, Fidot that he didn't want to go to Mini Lecture today. Based on previous birthday celebration experienced in Medical Faculty of Unpad, every person must 'kena campak into Kolam Ikan (Fish Pool) - which everyone in our Medical Faculty knows how it's like). For more information on how the Kolam Ikan taste, with respect and honour, sms or call Taiko - 081*******6. (don't be mad ok Encik Taiko = P)

At 5.00 pm ++ : A sms received from Taiko stating that the time of the makan-makan already postponed to 7.30 pm due to injury that Roy had during rugby training. (Look at his face in the picture above)

At 8.00 pm : Here we are - Ikan Bakar Pantura.

From left : Me, Taiko, Birthday Guy (Mr. Roy), Wang, Nizam, Uncle and Fidot. (This photo is taken by unprofessional photographer, not because of the camera ya?)

Menu for that night :

1. Nasi

2. Ikan - Kerapu, Sebelah, Siakap and one more fish I didn't remember.

3. Air - masing-masing order air sendiri.

At 10.00 pm : Everyone sudah kenyang and it's time to go back!

Tribal Council wishes to Roy - Happy Birthday. Thank you for 'makan-makan' and may God Bless you. Good Luck for your future.

Things to be note in our tribal :

1. Roy - Tribal Chief

2. Taiko - Secretary, but act like a Tribal Chief

3. Others - AJK only

- This post seems like a news on newspaper, but it's not actually. For those who 'terasa' in this post, all I can ask is your forgivenss. Thank you!

'Love and Time'

2009-01-06T16:49:00.004+08:00

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,

"Richness, can you take me with you?"

Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"

"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."

"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"

"It was Time," Knowledge answered.

"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

- to get love from someone is difficult, to love someone is another difficulties.

.: Empty :.

2009-01-05T22:19:00.007+08:00

the road I walk is empty,

the love I found is fake,

the truth I search isn't coming,

the dream I had is a nightmare,

the words I heard is deceiving,

the happiness I felt is just impermanent,

the strength I have become my weakness,

where should I begin?

just to fill the emptiness inside my heart..

- The idea came from The Click Five - Empty

'The Law of the Garbage Truck'

2009-01-03T16:54:00.005+08:00

This is worth sharing friends.

One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport. We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was really friendly.

So I asked, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!' This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.'

He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home, or on the streets.

The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day. Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so..... 'Love the people who treat you right. Pray for the ones who don't.'

Life is ten percent what you make it and ninety percent how you take it!

- I hope I can be just like the taxi driver! =)

5 Cinta

2009-01-02T01:33:00.003+08:00

“Kakak.. Walau siapapun jodoh yang Allah hantarkan untuk kakak, terimalah dengan hati yang redha.. Tak mustahil dia adalah orang yang kita benci. Kalau yang kakak sayang, tak jadi hal lah.. Tapi kalau dapat yang kakak tak nak, lantaran kelemahan yang ada pada dia, ingatlah bahawa dalam diri setiap insan telah Allah ciptakan dengan kelebihan masing-masing. Dan mungkin kakak ada kekuatan yang dapat mengubah si lelaki tadi supaya hidup dia bermakna dan mungkin kakak sahaja yang mampu mencungkil kelebihan yang ada pada dia.. Mungkin juga si lelaki ini ada sesuatu kelebihan yang kakak sangat-sangat perlukan yang satu dunia tak mampu bagi pada kakak.. Alangkah bertuahnya kakak kalau kakak mengerti setiap pemberian Allah dan belajar untuk bersyukur.. ”

- Adapted from Miss Indee.

Wah, agak mendalam maksud cerita yang saya baca tu. Tp tu just a part from the whole story, if nak baca full story, bolehla nak pg kat link Miss Indee tu. Saya boleh cakapla kalau Miss Indee tu, for sure dah mengalirkan air mata dah when it comes to that part. Tp saya ni ego tinggi sikit, byk pon ada, so hati kering sikit bila baca. Bukan tak boleh nak mengalirkan air mata, tp maybe disebabkan kesalahan yg saya pernah buat kat 'dia' dan semua org sebelum ni, Allah belum lembutkan hati saya ni lagi. (Ya Allah, Kau lembutkan hati hamba-Mu ini. Ameen~)

Sekarang ni, kita tgk, dunia semakin maju. So tak pelik la kalau setiap org, esp budak2 sekolah, teenage, adulthood dan yg lain, at least they have problems with LOVE (cinta).

Termasukla diri saya ni sendiri. Dlm story tu, dikisahkan macam mane seorg perempuan sanggup menolak cinta seorg lelaki terhadapnya even dia pon dah jatuh hati. Why? Sebab perempuan tu mendahulukan Cinta Allah. Hebat kan? Tapi kita kena ingat, bukan senang nak sampai tahap macam perempuan tu. Kena betul2 ikhlas, sabar, tabah n etc kalau nak sampai tahap dewa macam tu. (masa kolej dulu, org yg hebat we called them as DEWA =P)

So as summary and advise, this is apart from my experience.

"If you love and wanna love someone, apart from chasing love from the God, the most important thing you need is being honest. Love him/her as someone very precious, respect him/her in anyway, be patient and many more, or you will LOSE him/her for the rest of your life."

Dlm cerita tu ada bagitau, Allah dah tetapkan pasangan kita sejak azali lagi. Nak kata tak setuju pon takut sbb saya tak cukup ilmu lagi. Tp apa yang saya faham, mmg Allah dah tetapkan pasangan kita, tp benda ni boleh berubah if kita mengejar pasangan yg terbaik berdasarkan pilihan Allah. Tak mungkin Allah nak hamba-hamba-Nya kahwin dgn org jahat sebab Allah Maha Adil. So berdoalah supaya kita ditemukan pasangan yg sehebat Muhammad s.a.w. dan Aisyah R.A.

- Still remember the song I sang during Kem Motivasi yg Hassan Ali 9 years ago.

5 CINTA

Cinta kepada Allah,

Cinta Rasul,

Cinta Ibu-bapa,

Cinta kepada Umat,

Cinta kepada Kecemerlangan.

Mari kita semua,

Cinta lima perkara.

- I dedicated this to 'you-know-who' - thank you for everything.

Selamat Hari Lahir Ibu =)

2009-01-02T00:54:00.003+08:00

Today is my mummy's birthday.

" Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to my mama,

Happy Birthday to you. "

Happy 47th birthday Cik Noraini Kadir (I love calling her Cik, coz it can make her become younger =p)

Thanks because you'll always be the Queen of My Heart.

Thanks for all the support you give us, and most important, thanks for loving me and us.

We will always love and love and love you until the day we die.

Sincerely,

- mr. Ustaz

- mr. NJ

- miss. Yus

Two-Zero-Zero-Nine (2009)

2009-01-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

Me, want to wish to all Muslim - Awal Muharram 1430H & Happy New Year 2009.

Semoga kehadiran tahun baru will bring joy, new hope, new life, new future, and the most important - Happiness.

Good Luck to everyone~

Two-Zero-Zero-Nine-Greeting

2008-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

May peace fill all the empty spaces around you
And in you, may contentment answer all your wishes.

May comfort be yours, warm and soft like a sigh.
And may the coming year show you that every day
is really a first day, a new year.

Let abundance be your constant companion,
so that you have much to share.

May mirth be near you always,
like a lamp shining brightly
on the many paths you travel.

May you be true love.

- To you, thanks for the wishes =)

de nouveau..

2008-12-31T01:25:00.002+08:00

this is just the beginning..

p/s: all the post will be in 'rojak'